Helpless

Date : 5th JULY 2012
Venue : unknown
Purpose : sharing

now, i am helpless,

i am lost,

i am breaking down,

i am being cheated,

i am being betrayed,

i just want to go home NOW !!!

At somewhere else, i am still waiting...

hope one day, i will leave here same as him,

A.S.A.P

Rather to be a dead in my hometown,

enjoying the silent death voice.

Guide me to the right place,

i am calling you~

i just want to pour everything out of my mind, 

then i'll be fine :)

Terrifying Mask

Date : 14 JUNE 2012
Venue : a place
Purpose : Sharing

new story begin since last year,

i thought it will be a great adventure,

a fantasy world for me to discover,

This route maybe a little strange for me,

a sort of honour for me to be a leader for the kids

who are going to be educated and continue their studies until graduate,

somehow, i am wonder i have chosen this path,My ambition?? encouragements?? 

Is it simply than others? Maybe.

This route has bring a lot of hopes for me,

Hopes that will decide my future.

These hopes embrace me all the time,

i feel very warmth for the 1st time,

As i breakdown, it enlighten in the darkness again,

rekindle, pulling me up from falling down.

Dependent or independent

i need both =)

i am wearing a mask, just a part of human hide.

Smile, Angry, Sad, Cry, Laugh, emotionless......

Which one is the right one for me?

Too many selection till i wish to throw all of them,

Normally, i should be a positive person 

as long as this career do require this good behaviors.

To be self-control,  

many ways, efforts and hope i have tried to conquer it.

The mask is solid, stable , fix

but it has a few cracks.

I should appreciate that i am a member of GEMINI,

a motion detector,

feel what other people emotions,

 so will they understand the detector too?

i think it is very tough.

CONSCIOUS 

to the surroundings,

automatically will cast a protection

where will prevent any intruder to invade our pride.

Once being approaching, people will do anything to protect it. 

War begin and finally will end in unlimited injuries.

These injuries may take whole life to recover,

if there is a correct remedy, not a big problem.

JOKING

daily tools for communication.

It looks like an untamed animal,

if do not take care of it wisely,

it will bite the victims invisibly.

But, it is a recommended treatment to cheer up each soul,

just be careful.

SMILE

greatest explorer deep down your heart.

It is not very hard to smile, 

no need any payment to order one people smile.

But can you read the smile that contain an unknown galaxy,

it will be simple or complicate.

a BIG question

However, reply it with a better smile,

it will be okay,

you are not going to lose anything.

a DRAW GAME

=D

WORDS - silent killer

Date : 13 JUNE 2012
Venue : unknown
Purpose : sharing

Sometimes, a word deliver uncomfortable feeling for other people.

Even the words are drizzled with different level of sweetness, saltiness, spices..

Listener might taste its bitterness,

being hurt through the deep heart,

bleeding silently and dying.

Speaker might not know what are they spreading the words from their mouth will bring a disaster 

if the sentence is not be filtered.

Sometimes, speaker do not understand well about listeners' current mood and condition

as well as for the listeners too,

speaker in joy, listener in gloomy

listener in anger, speaker in fun

So, u should connect your mouth with your brains first before speak,

listener also require a pair of good ear with filtering function 

so that they will not be mad suddenly whether trying to catch up each emotions carried by the words

Stay calm, digest the words properly, it will be fine.

On the other hand, word as a sharp knife will turn everything into a chaos.

Sometimes, word without the present of seasonings is better than word with various flavor,

as long as listener can feel the original taste of your word,

which the word is originated from your heart and brain.

Kindly be honest to listeners, 

process the words completely with the purest ingredients,

it will be amplified to create a better speech.

A speech can touch and penetrate one's heart .

Indeed, need not a lot of spices, with just the simple ingredients, it's enough to bring one listener travel in your ''WORD''.

Bufday on the GO !

Date : 10 JUNE 2012
venue : unknown
purpose : sharing

This year not an ordinary bufday which is just replying FB's wishes~ 

Rather than that, shopping at KL and get the stuff i demand before the sem break ~

A pair of running shoes <---- this is what i want for so long~

then, 12a.m step into my bufday zone, happy to receive few messages from my frenz and bros~

Some of them even didn't contact for few periods, they still remember my bufday =D

I am very touching for that~

some are busy, some are enjoying the football match, or enjoying their holiday at somewhere~

Thank for the wishes, GOD may bless you too.

Anyway, 

definitely will hope for the next bufday's wishes . HEHE

Five days left before go back to my college.

Hope time will be froze for a little moments to enjoys the remaining holidays~

And even though keep worrying my result,

hope it will maintain my latest pointer~

FINALLY,

HOPE EVERYTHING GOES FLUENTLY and HAPPY HOLIDAY + HAPPY BUFDAY FOR THE NEXT DAY PEOPLE and SO ON~

STAY HEALTY

1000 words

Date : 6 JUNE 2012
Venue : PS2
Purpose : Sharing Lyrics

I know that you're hiding things 
Using gentle words to shelter me
Your words were like a dream
But dreams could never fool me
Not that easily

I acted so distant then
Didn't say goodbye before you left
But I was listening
You'll fight your battles far from me
Far too easily

"Save your tears 'cause I'll come back"
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door
But still I swore to hide the pain when I turn back the pages
Shouting might have been the answer
What if I'd cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart?
But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart

Though a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
Crossing over the time and distance holding you
Suspended on silver wings

And a thousand words
One thousand confessions
Will cradle you
Making all of the pain you feel seem far away 
They'll hold you forever

The dream isn't over yet
Though I often say I can forget
I still relive that day
You've been there with me all the way
I still hear you say

"Wait for me, I’ll write you letters"
I could see how you stammered with your eyes to the floor
But still I swore to hide the doubt when I turn back the pages
Anger might have been the answer
What if I'd hung my head and said that I couldn't wait?
But now I'm strong enough to know it's not too late

'Cause a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll fly to you
Even though I can't see, I know they're reaching you
Suspended on silver wings

Oh, a thousand words
One thousand embraces
Will cradle you
Making all of your weary days seem far away
They'll hold you forever

Oh, a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
They'll carry you home and back into my arms
Suspended on silver wings ohhhh

And a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll cradle you
Turning all of the lonely years to only days
They'll hold you forever
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
A Thousand Words


Final Fantasy Version:
I know that you're hiding things
using gentle words to shelter me
your words were like a dream
but dreams could never fool me...
Not that easily

I acted so distant then
didn't say good-bye before you left
but I was listening
you fight your battles far from me......
Far too easily

'Save your tears 'Cause I'll come back'
I could hear that you whispered
as you walked through that door
but still I swore to hide that pain
when I turn back the pages
Shouting might've been the answer then
what if I cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart
but now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart....

'Cause a Thousand words
Called out Through the Ages
They'll Fly to you
Even Though I can't see
I Know They're Reaching you
Suspended on Silver Wings

Oh a Thousand Words
One Thousand Embraces
Will Cradle You
Making all of Your Weary Days Seem Far Away
They'll Hold you Forever........

Oh a Thousand Words {One Thousand Words}
Have Never been spoken {Oh Yeah}
They'll fly to you
they'll carry you home {carry you home}
And back into my arms
Suspended on silver Wings {On Silver Wings}

And a thousand words {oohh}
Called out through the ages {called through the ages}
They'll cradle you {oh yeah}
Making all of your lonely years to only days {only days}
They'll hold you forever.........

Ohhhhhhhhhhh

One Thousand Words... 

Salted Fish, reincarnation??

Date : 3 JUNE 2012
Venue : Hometown
Purpose : sharing

Its's another sem break ~~ Finally i can take a long deep breathe.......fuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!! 

What's kind of the best of celebration that i am freed from the poor curse !!! 

Duty is done but i can't agree that i do it well . Everyone seems none of their business with them.

Time, Freeze, Melt and Evaporate . It almost drive me crazy everyday, nervous with handling the phone calling from Lecturers, be a postman, be a maid , be a not to miss attendant ...........

Another stress stick to my head for a big moment along this semester. Early job will bring me a later bonus.

 HEHE, i think will that JOB will burden me a lot if i delay it. Maybe it is an invisible duty, no one will know how hard you take the job, light or heavy, who knows???!!

Seriously, think twice before you can be a leadership. Not a piece of cake as you just wake up from the morning alarm, change clothe and on to your class . When you need help, respect and followers, this is the time to discover who is willingly to lend his/her hand . I appreciate for those who have support me from behind. A great energy booster for me to continue the duty :) God may Bless YOU !! So, negative views starting to appear in front of me, how i suppose to do ???? Back stab, front stab, deep fry, saute, any thing will be performed ~ Well, just embrace my anger silently, hope it will not explode someday. Do anything as you wish as long as don't overlay on my border line.  If breakdown, tears bring nothing, but disappoint. A big smile for you if you are showing you true colours decorated by various lies. Somehow i want to achieve PEACE______V, hate to fight and quarrel. Your words might be a sharp knife, a poison fang or a tiny needle, watch out, it might be hurt you in return. For me, i'll say ''.........'' or '' it's okay''. For others, i am not sure what will happen. Be careful ya ~  END

Next,

Revision time - is killing me. Whenever i open the notes, falls asleep easily.... or else, log onto Facebook and waste few hours there untill i comfort myself : '' still get some time dude.'' Yeah, couple of weeks for 4 subjects... Really adequate of period for me to study.. By the way, i prefer on wasting these time for napping, day dreaming, staring at something and trying to pray for time please pass faster... The long i pray, the slower the time flies!!! Suffering ! Stay inside a small room and facing the papers, really boring. The hot temperature raise my laziness ... Such a poor condition. Instant noodles will replace my hunger along the study weeks. Save $$$$$$$. For my opinion, the exams should be finish in one week or more... ( close my eyes for a decade ) The final test finally break up with me. Means, pack my stuff and go HOME !!

This holiday, will be a half dead salted fish which is waiting for its result. No activity, waste time and be a home guard. Hope this fish can be revive once more time for the next tsunami in order to take part in the impossible challenge~ ALL THE BEST

Dejavu - Unforgettable Sem Trip ( Part 2 )

Actual Date : 8-11th March 2012

Venue : Taiping, Perak

Purpose : Vacation

Camera : Canon Ixus 130i, Sony Xperia Mini Pro

10th of March 2012 ___

What a lovely morning with a freezing wake up alarm~ Air cooler still do its best to release the coolest gas to fulfill the entire room from preventing it warm. We are still sleepy because it is very comfortable and we try to fit every part of our bodies into the blankets, imagine that we are sitting in front of a big fireplace, trying to rise up temperature in a frozen room. Then, it's very cold and hot, a war between human, blankets and air cooler, and last it become a raw game. Finally, bend up the body, stretching the arms, get a shower~ Stomach is complaining, luckily there are some few packets of HONG PIAH left at yesterday night. Serve it hot with a jug of Nescafe. Hmmmmmm..... starvation is solved ^^ Nice breakfast at all with a good morning starter. Since the sunshine remains in healthy condition, lets get some walks !!!

BUKIT MERAH WATERPARK ____

LALALALLALA~ Reach waterpark !! half an hour from Taiping Golf Resort~ 

Let have some guide tour !

Imagine that you are sitting on a floating chair in the sky, the feet can't contact with the ground, hang in the air, swing randomly, panorama eye views, it's the place to snap some procrastinating pictures. Distance between the floating chair and the floor is soooooooooo HIGH, but i don't have high phobia. hehe.

Approximately 10 minutes we are floating on the chair lift ~ Whao, great experiene to enjoy so unique views~ Next, we head to main water park. We didn't take lot of pictures as my camera either hand phone does not has water resistant. Anyway, we really cherish the blissful time at there as numerous water playground that make us scream loudly piercing through the entire park. Haha. Undoubtedly fun. You gonna have a try with your gang next time. But we have some incident there, lost our locker keys. We are required to pay rm50 for each keys, total in rm20 ...OMG... We spent almost three hours to play hide and seek with the keys..Unfortunately, we can't find it.. However, the god still with us, some of the staffs there barely to collect all of the keys from somewhere~ MIRACLE !!! A deep relief. Won't be so stupid anymore to put it into pocket~ Until 7p.m, we have an ambrosial dinner at TAIPING with Jia Lok's relatives.. Yummy~

At night, it's time to pack our luggage, i do not forget to upload all of the pics on FB . 5 stars service ya :P

11th March of 2012______

Morning kick with a bowl of hot noodle soup~ then we move to bus station and waiting for our bus and have a safe journey to head back to our hometown.  Even though you might have a perfect plan with everything you do, but you will never expect what will happen for the next second even a tiny change may bring an enormous effect on your whole story, stay clam, hold it with your friends, you can pass over the obstacle for sure :) FRIENDS FOREVER~

PHOTO GALLERY_____

Stay Tune______